One thing I’m wonderin’
When you run out of friends
Will you be coming back home?
Let’s think this through again
Let’s take a different spin
Why can’t I leave you alone?
Somewhere tonight, you may be found
With some other girl you’ve been draggin’ around
You lie to yourself, and you lie to me
It seems like the truth is your worst enemy
Cause baby I’m tired, tired of the fight
I’m tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It’s taken some time, cause I didn’t know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I’m better off alone
I’m better off alone
I may be found, somewhere tonight
Cursing the day you walked into my life
What’s done is done, I can’t change time
But I’ll be damned if I’m not gonna try
Oh I’m gonna try
Baby I’m tired, tired of the fight
I’m tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It’s taken some time, cause I didn’t know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I’m better off alone
But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you’ll change
Then alone I’ll wake, to my own mistakes
That it’s just a foolish game
I’m tired, tired of the fight
I’m tired of the lonely lonely lonely days
and the dark endless nights
You didn’t think, cause you didn’t know
That I’d find the strength to let, let you go
I finally figured it out I’m better off alone
I’m better off alone
One thing before I go
Something I’ve got to know
Boy, did you ever love me?
[[Taken from Katharine McPhee’s self-titled debut album]]
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Listening to this song makes my heart wonder every time.
Why can’t I figure it out? Until now it still feels like you are my DRUGS and I’m ADDICTED to you. I fully realize and I know by heart that you are not good for me. Being related to you will only destroy myself eventually. Someone who knows me so well even confirms that I’m addicted to the pain you are causing me.
So why can’t I let you go? Even though every human being in this earth says that you are not good enough for me, and even though my brain agrees with them all the time, my heart still dreams and longs for you, and cries and loves you!
I think I need to hear it from you in person, and the words must come out of your mouth directly to my face.
“Stella, you need to me let me go”.
Or
“Stella, you will be better off alone. Believe me.”
How pathetic am I?
*written under broken heart mode*
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 at 9:17 pm
bagh….pantesan aja tulisannya neg-judge ttg dirinya..wong saat nulis, lagi broken heart yak ??
*geleng – geleng kepala*
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 at 11:42 pm
Note this jel (from the song):
“That I’d find the strength to let, let you go
I finally figured it out I’m better off alone
I’m better off alone”
You have to find your strength. Don’t let ur self be addicted to the pain
Thursday, April 3, 2008 at 11:51 am
hi.. salam kenal.. Gi patah hati yah..
Hikhik.. sama dong.. bedanya aku sekarang udah gak terlalu down lagi.
Someday, cinta sejati itu akan datang.
Aniway, adeknya bu anas yah?
Saturday, April 5, 2008 at 3:08 pm
omai got.. omai got *tarsonggot*
boasa en kenafa jadi begini..??
Alone bukan keputusan kan..??
salam kenal ateh ito
botima
Horas jala gabe, arga boras dohot cabe…tumagon manuhor Pulsa